I’m tired 💊

Is it a thing to be “depressed” about taking antidepressant medications? Is that a thing? I think I’m tired. I am tired of having to remember to take them every morning (even when having some sort of reoccurring reminders). I am tired of freaking out every time I forget to take them. I am tired of the way I feel afterwards if I do forget. I am tired of this dependency in order to have a more stable mental — and emotional — life.